Friday, January 25, 2019

The Right Track




When you get yourself on the right track, you start feeling so fulfilled and peaceful, and just an inner bliss and serenity. You feel the calmness flowing through your body, and now, when you are taking a breath of air, is like you are trying to take in all the existing air.

You do it slow, you fill your lungs, and you also exhale slowly, taking your time, because nothing is rushing you into it, and the calmness you feel inside extends everywhere around you, filling the room.

This is the moment when you know that you are on the right path.

If what you are feeling inside is nothing like this, than you are not on the right track. You need to ask yourself what is it that you really want, dig deep inside and see what is the road you saw yourself stepping on, and take it.

Don't wait, don't stop ... act. Get on that road and experiment the serenity, the calmness, and the "in slow motion" you feel things happen around you.



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Wednesday, January 23, 2019

The Test Of Patience




I am usually a patient person. When I set my mind to something, I can pursue that until I am getting there, or at least until I am exhausting all the possibilities, and even then, I don't feel like giving up. I think I might have something in me that truly makes me an optimistic. The kind that even when there are clearly no more solutions, I am still hanging in there, feeling in a way that maybe I didn't knew all the paths, and maybe there is one that might eventually get me to the outcome I was hoping for.

That is the level of hanging in, and patience, that I have. It may not always be healthy, but when a miracle happens and your dream comes true, the feeling you get is out of this world, and priceless in every sense of the word. The joy that rushes through your body and your heart, that literally make you feel like you are stepping on clouds, like you are as light as a feather, and you feel so light headed that is making you dizzy.

I do have to admit that I get so fired up, and so caught in my dreams that when something hits or shakes the road I can drop so fast that I can't get up for a few days. Kind of what is happening now. The change I am working for is pretty huge, and it already puts a lot on me by the simple fact that I have to change some things, make some decisions, maybe disappoint some people, and do all that while hoping for the outcome I dream of, not having the certainty. 

I know that there are things that scare me, no matter how much I wish for the end result to happen, but I also know that once I put things in motion and I am walking through the process, things become clearer and less scarier. So, now, I am at the beginning of things. I am launching them, or at least I am trying to. And the uncertainty of it, and the fight to start it is exhausting.

I also know that when I do get up, I have a strength in me that is out of this world. So powerful and resilient that I can almost fell it pushing me from behind, like a hand on my back, guiding me on the road with the speed of light. 

I just have to take it day by day, and step by step, and stay on track. Remember the end goal, the dream I have, take the step, go through it, and see where it leads me. I have the wind in my back, God beside me and all around me, and the end destination right in front of me.

Day by day, and step by step. Just hang in there. The end is close, and it will be amazing.



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Sunday, January 20, 2019

True Story





A little girl was crying in her room. Her father hears her and walks in:

- Why are you crying?

The girl says nothing.

- Did anything happen?

She shakes her head in a No.

- Did someone hurt you?

She shakes her head again.

 - Are you upset?

Shakes her head.

- Then why are you crying?

- Because I felt like crying.

The father is amazed.

- But, you are ok!

- Yes.

- Then you stop crying?

- I still have a bit left.

The father was dazzled.

- Ok. Then get it all out sweety.


The moral: Sometimes we need to cry. We feel so full of so many things that the only way to take them out is by crying, in order to reach that sense of relieve and easiness.



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Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Decide That You Want This, And it Will Come to You




I want to wait for you. To wait for all my dreams to come true. And I'm in no hurry, because I know they will come soon. Much sooner than I could ever think.

I know it inside me. How do I know it? Because I feel it. I feel it in every fiber of my soul and body. I know it is close, because I almost can see the stars and Universe align to bring me this. Bring me all the things that I have always wanted.

Have you ever felt like you are on the right track? Like this is where you always was supposed to be? To get? Like you know the road, and it was always there for you. All you had to do was to decide you want to take it. So simple, right? It's almost nuts how simple it is. All you have to do is want it. And I want it.

I want it all. I want the road, I want the adventure, I want the path the leads me to where I always saw myself. And even if You might not be there forever, even if You might be there for a moment, I want you too. I want the moment of us. That moment where everything is perfect. When we look in each other's eyes and we know. We know exactly what will happen, and we know in every bone in our body that this is right. It doesn't matter what happens next. If there is more, or this is all. At that moment, That is all we know and want, and that's enough.

I see you on my path. You are there beside me to help and guide me into this new world that I have wished for so much and for so long. And I thank you. I know so sure that we will get there, that I am thanking you now for being there for me then. For your smile, for your hand, for your touch and your support. Thank you for being there for me, and with me.

Now I can finally see it clear. No more excuses. No more letting go. This is the moment where everything changes, when I get there, up there, among the stars, and I love it. I love every step I see myself taking there, I love everything I see myself doing there. No more excuses. No more letting go. Just taking the step.

Decide that you want this, and it will come to you. Feel it in every fiber in you, and already be grateful for getting it, and it will come to you.



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Tuesday, January 15, 2019

What Comes After, Hurts Way More



Don't jump the gun until you read the whole story.

What is exactly that people are reacting to? The idea of them being cheated?! Maybe.

- Someone is playing you and gets money from you - You find out, you feel betrayed.

- You find out your loved one is also "playing" with other, or others - You find out, you feel betrayed.

- A friend is hiding something from you - You find out, you feel betrayed.

And the examples can go on. But what is the common factor in all of these hypotheses? The fact that "you are finding out" about it.

So, is it true that what you don't know, can't hurt you? What if you wouldn't know that your significant other is cheating? Would you still resent them? Would you still be mad? Still feel betrayed? Or would you go on thinking that your life is good?

If your lover would act as if nothing is changed, would you ever know that something was wrong? If he would continue to bring you flowers on your birthday, take you out, laugh with you, hold you, kiss you, would you know he is cheating?

If she would still take care of the house, make you your favorite things, she would always be available for you, she would continue making you feel like you are the best in her life, would you know she is cheating?

Would you see them as a monster then?

So what is it really hurting us? The fact that we are being cheated, or the fact that we are no longer appreciated, and loved, and respected, and we are no longer placed in the center of the Universe of the person we would do anything for? You lose trust. And trust is one of the most important things in a relationship of any kind. If you don't have trust, you can't confide in someone with anything: money, projects, clients, responsibilities, love, feelings, secrets.

Do you know what is one of the first thoughts in the mind of someone who found out they have been cheated by their lover? That they have wasted so much time. Time hurts, because time moves. You could have been with someone who really loved you ... but, they loved you too, maybe they still do. They gave you their best years too, because they thought you are worthy. Maybe they still think that. But something happened at some point.

Not everything is black and white. Sometimes the end is just a new beginning.


P.S.: Nobody was cheated in the making of this :)


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